Learning Curve

Little Miss Know It All:

I heard someone say one time, "If you think you know everything, then it's time to go back to school."  Me personally I don't claim to know everything, but I do have times that feel as though God is putting me back into school to learn what he wants me to learn. I started praying for God to help me by drawing me closer to him, give me a burning desire to read is word on a daily bases, a burning desire to see souls saved, a burning desire to do what God wants me to do and not what I think needs to be done.

Laughter:

I love to make people laugh and see them smile, sometimes it's words and other times through actions although not everything I do is on purpose to make someone laugh.  At times it just happens. I know that God has given all of us Talents to use to be a blessing to the Kingdom of God as well as a blessing to others.

Gifts and Talents:

Some gifts and or talents I have not used nor thought of in years, until God started giving me dreams, sometimes I wake up and realize I have been singing in my sleep, praising God with worship music. When I was a pre-teen my grandfather was a Minister, he would volunteer me to sing at other churches.

At first I hated it, then one day a person came up to me and said "Anyone can sing a song, but when you sing it from your heart and let God have his way that is when the Sprit of God can move," another meaning "Let Go and Let God."  I remember praying and asking God to give me the voice that he wanted me to sing. Now years later I have come back to God and feel like a little child who needs to learn some lessons all over again.

Writing Poems:

When I was a child I had a very hard time talking to people, I kept to myself as well as kept all my feelings bottled up inside. A teacher at school encouraged me to write things down, the next thing I knew I was writing poems. I did this for years, I never kept them I always gave them away. God has blessed my sister with binder after binder of poems she has written for God which I think is way to cool.

Then yesterday I was working on my website when these words came in flooding my mind, so I quickly wrote them down. It's a poem about my love for my husband, we are coming up on our 10th Wedding Anniversary in August. I wanted to do something special and asked God to help me find the right gift, I had no idea or would have thought about writing a poem. I woke up this morning so excited about what God is doing in my life, I'm learning to put God first and I started praying for other peoples needs more then mine.  I guess over what I am trying to say is this.

My Prayer:

God forgive me for being selfish, forgive me of any and all sins in my life, mold me and make me into the person you want me to be not who I think I should be. Help me to put you first in my life, give me such a burning desire for your word and to see souls saved for the kingdom of God. Let the light of God shine through at all times, I pray that everyone who reads this letter will be blessed over and beyond their hearts desires and let your desires shine through their life as well. I ask this in the name of Jesus, Amen.